remember wake up @ 6.15

I have been waiting quite awhile for payday. It is stupid that I cannot try and chill with all others because i am broke. It is the fifth of september. I look forward to tommorow when I aren't paid. I suppose I just want to talk to someone. Sex you can live without. I cooked curry today. Just curry powder and diced tomato n beef. This morning I went to the shops I got angry because I had this cross between talking to people or grabbin some milk. Sometimes I do not know why people show up when they do. But I know its cars. The anger wasn't horrible so I could sort it out myself. Otherwise I would have to wait until I have talked to someone. It has been windy lately and It rained yesterday. I went out in the rain and I got a stick and chopped tree branches off pine trees in the rain. I cannot wait until I sleep tonight. I may be oversleeping I should start getting up at 6.15 again. On payday, after I get my car fixed (because vandles broke it) I will visit Sam. I have to find a course to do. Tommorow - that is the only thing I will do. I will check for courses.