Twas payday yesterday. Quite a rough day.
I watched some videos last fortnight. But nothing note worthy. A movie called Circle, about muslim girls, one about a virgin male meeting a blind female (could have been good but my concertration faltered). Queen margot which was crap, couldn't understand it, too long. It was all a mixture of characters getting murdered, characters sleeping with each other, and men having "meetings" about political stuff, n wars.
Rough times lately. I don't quite feel the same after being poisoned. I aren't in good condition. My scalp is itchy. I have some zits on my forhead and my colour is lost. This rainy weather doesn't help. This shit got around didn't it... there is a city in Iceland where suicide rates are the highest. It is because they don't have many daylight hours in Iceland and it is always overcaste and the dreary dark days make people depressed. It is scientificly proven the dark makes you depressed. The bridge with the most people jumping off it is in iceland too.
Oh yeah and what is with that thing about if you save a dollar a day every day until you die you will be a millionare before you die. It isn't true. I did the maths 375 * 1 * 70 = roughly 25000 bucks. So how does this work. I feel horrible. But some nice old person told me this story when I was a smartarse kid. He, she said, I think it was a he, you save a dollar a day, each day, for the rest of your life etc etc. And I said, up at the person, that can't be right... I will run and get my caculator. So I come back with my calculator and do the maths 375 times 70. n' I am like there must be something wrong, am I missing something....... because I aren't that good at maths. So I suppose I go around the room asking aw is this right. And then I am like "YOUR WRONG!" and then the nice person who was telling me a story said... "ahhh, if it is properly invested" and i am sayin' "pah what the hell kind of investment's it gonna be at 12 percent compounding anually". I don't think it is possible... but 70 years is a long time for stuff to happen and you make interest on interest (but still). You'd need to times your money by 40....
Words of wisdom; take your oppotunities and make oppotunities but takin' is the hard thing.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
12/7/10 (monday morning) 10
I guess you are wondering by now why this is called blog of a dog. Well I will let you in. I am a dog. I am a stray that uses those terminals over at the shopping centre in the middle of the night to enter blog entries. Nar I'm not, I am human and I forgot my hook plus every other tecnique I have ever learned. Learning would be easy if everything new I learned didn't push something else out.
Oh well, life is happy at the moment. In the last two days I have been poisened with corn starch and corn maltidextron. First time it was in chicken stock that i got and then it twas in bloody canned soup but on the label they called it maize. WTF why did they call corn maize. It just is irritating, you know, it is like, when will I stop slipping up and never eat a food I am intollerant to again.
Tommorow week, I start the new job. I will continue this blog. That's 'aw for today.........................
Oh well, life is happy at the moment. In the last two days I have been poisened with corn starch and corn maltidextron. First time it was in chicken stock that i got and then it twas in bloody canned soup but on the label they called it maize. WTF why did they call corn maize. It just is irritating, you know, it is like, when will I stop slipping up and never eat a food I am intollerant to again.
Tommorow week, I start the new job. I will continue this blog. That's 'aw for today.........................
11/7/10 (Sunday morning) 9
I conciously decided to have a break from blogging for awhile. So here i am 4 days later with a consise blog. Gee I got something durring the day yesterday. The meek shall inherit the earth. I never got it. I realised he ment its the ones who are in power that are meek because they just aimed not to be noticed. I am very happy lately. I have come up with some ideas. One is the cafe near the place where I live is obviously struggling to keep afloat. I was thinking of giving them a hand by educating the fools? round here. Its run by a greek lady. She cooks authentic mosaka. Why don't they support the local cafe. Second is grafitti, there is lots around here. I walk past... the drains in Woden. I know how its done. I wont get around to doing any anyway. Also it would be horrible. Touch sometimes and touch nothing... well i have been getting grandios about doing grafitti... i wont mention the crap i wanted to write (better in my mind). Service the bitch.
Finally I have started sleep hygiene because starting work got me thinking about it. I printed off the sleep hygiene form off the internet and I have been obeying it. I don't eat before bed time now and i do not exercise. I started getting up at 5.30 but it was still dark (creepy) so now I am getting up at 6.15. I am very happy.
Finally I have started sleep hygiene because starting work got me thinking about it. I printed off the sleep hygiene form off the internet and I have been obeying it. I don't eat before bed time now and i do not exercise. I started getting up at 5.30 but it was still dark (creepy) so now I am getting up at 6.15. I am very happy.
6/6/10 (tuesday) 8
Let me tell you a little bit. I have reached the point of one week into my check and I have spent the whole thing. All i have is tucker to feed my body. Often I do get ill on the last days of my payday. I suppose it is deliberate. I sort of believe a human has to go through a little bit of pain. It is a mans needs. I dunno, i am trying to figure out wether it is wrong to get your needs from purchasing stuff. I mean am i getting off on the exchange between myself and the checkout girl or am i feeling one with a crowed. The latter is the only acceptable one.
I cannot overcome this separation of men from woman. If i turn out to get a wife. Will I be able to centre agian. I know the truth. When you delve into mistake, you get a habit, or maybe you need that sin, and the only way to return is stick so close to the line that you don't go wayward. You know how they say you had a phycotic episode well each time you venture from the line you can feel habit or need of porn, sadism, dating sites, perving for example well each episode you can feel yourself, the desire, overcome you and you think... it'll rise again. That is why we sleep when we are inflated in the head.
I know this because i have smoked and drunk and took drugs and when you do that you just say indulge, use your vices. But I re-centred. Started using my knowledge to live a healthy fun, fun fun fun lifestyle. And I know for sure that now, eating the forbidden fruit in excess, smoking ciggarettes is nothing compared to being the majoritory, healthy productive ppl, and also having your needs met. You have issues with your needs if you drop out and come back....................
I know why the burka is there. Its because the girls have the power, here. They don't dress modest and they have found a neesh worshiping the idol (fernwood etc). But I shouldn't speak to soon, hey. Ads orrientate our lives individually in separate ways. Anyway don't let this discourage you.... the best advise, is "start doing stuff, if you are seen as doing something similar to her interests, she will be attracted.
I need to centre and stay in maximum social health. Fuck i must have don't some stuff wrong because I am saturated with soles who lend a hand and walk together. And still my dick takes over heaps and my minds desire, and that means I am misinformed about my needs. I need another key.
I cannot overcome this separation of men from woman. If i turn out to get a wife. Will I be able to centre agian. I know the truth. When you delve into mistake, you get a habit, or maybe you need that sin, and the only way to return is stick so close to the line that you don't go wayward. You know how they say you had a phycotic episode well each time you venture from the line you can feel habit or need of porn, sadism, dating sites, perving for example well each episode you can feel yourself, the desire, overcome you and you think... it'll rise again. That is why we sleep when we are inflated in the head.
I know this because i have smoked and drunk and took drugs and when you do that you just say indulge, use your vices. But I re-centred. Started using my knowledge to live a healthy fun, fun fun fun lifestyle. And I know for sure that now, eating the forbidden fruit in excess, smoking ciggarettes is nothing compared to being the majoritory, healthy productive ppl, and also having your needs met. You have issues with your needs if you drop out and come back....................
I know why the burka is there. Its because the girls have the power, here. They don't dress modest and they have found a neesh worshiping the idol (fernwood etc). But I shouldn't speak to soon, hey. Ads orrientate our lives individually in separate ways. Anyway don't let this discourage you.... the best advise, is "start doing stuff, if you are seen as doing something similar to her interests, she will be attracted.
I need to centre and stay in maximum social health. Fuck i must have don't some stuff wrong because I am saturated with soles who lend a hand and walk together. And still my dick takes over heaps and my minds desire, and that means I am misinformed about my needs. I need another key.
5/6/2010 (monday) 7
Excellent day today. Has anyone seen gunthers ER, good show that. I do not believe in blood donation and organ donorship so I suppose i will give my body to the ANU. I know exactly what it is like when they do a prac. So it's cool.
I noticed how dogs walk today. Speaking of education. I may have to observe them. I have learnt cool tricks off animals. I got a nifty strutt another thing that adds to your swagger is short stories... but i stopped reading them (they have old fashioned vocablary etc.).
Very good day today. Brrrrrr i suppose i will do a review.
Another thing, for the young, or a good reinforcement for the young (your young, fathers) saying; each thing in its own time.
The Violin (Review)
This movie was quality. Desire levels: high. The old man, a nice bloke but blind of wrong... like the people of simple people, tribes ppl. He is adventuresome and keeps going into his captive city (the one he used to live in b4 mexican soldiers took it). He sneaks ammo to the rebels whome are just on the outskirts of town.
His son is part of the rebels.
But he shouldn't risk his life and he is a fool for honer and his son is ashamed and wishes his father to keep out of the town and the risk. The old man, old wrinkled and wise but not wriley and sly (due to his innocence) is willing to die, facing the gun, than even be known to batray his village. The suspence is kept by this oldmans recklessness, wandering through a dangerous warzone - but sweet innocence guiding his way. It is one of those slow movies. You know the ones. The ones that are of primative times and keep you hanging on by the thread of interest (but never losing grip). You have to see it. 5 out of 5.
So there you go folks. By the way. I have the job. I start on the twentieth... so keep an eye out to see if things change. My outlook. My thought. n' headspace. Peace .........................
I noticed how dogs walk today. Speaking of education. I may have to observe them. I have learnt cool tricks off animals. I got a nifty strutt another thing that adds to your swagger is short stories... but i stopped reading them (they have old fashioned vocablary etc.).
Very good day today. Brrrrrr i suppose i will do a review.
Another thing, for the young, or a good reinforcement for the young (your young, fathers) saying; each thing in its own time.
The Violin (Review)
This movie was quality. Desire levels: high. The old man, a nice bloke but blind of wrong... like the people of simple people, tribes ppl. He is adventuresome and keeps going into his captive city (the one he used to live in b4 mexican soldiers took it). He sneaks ammo to the rebels whome are just on the outskirts of town.
His son is part of the rebels.
But he shouldn't risk his life and he is a fool for honer and his son is ashamed and wishes his father to keep out of the town and the risk. The old man, old wrinkled and wise but not wriley and sly (due to his innocence) is willing to die, facing the gun, than even be known to batray his village. The suspence is kept by this oldmans recklessness, wandering through a dangerous warzone - but sweet innocence guiding his way. It is one of those slow movies. You know the ones. The ones that are of primative times and keep you hanging on by the thread of interest (but never losing grip). You have to see it. 5 out of 5.
So there you go folks. By the way. I have the job. I start on the twentieth... so keep an eye out to see if things change. My outlook. My thought. n' headspace. Peace .........................
4/6/10 6
I desire you but all you become is desire. And that is, hatred.
I went camping with my mistress. I love her.
Camping is good. I don't like the hum in the city it brings me misery and I love you for getting me away from that.
Ok, three days i went camping for. Each night was spent in my misteresses combi van.
I have three foreign movies to review. Each good. Sorry I didnit make any entrys to my blog. I didn't inclued a travel diary.
Brrrr. I have no lesson for the young ones this time. See you tomorrow lol....... :o).
I went camping with my mistress. I love her.
Camping is good. I don't like the hum in the city it brings me misery and I love you for getting me away from that.
Ok, three days i went camping for. Each night was spent in my misteresses combi van.
I have three foreign movies to review. Each good. Sorry I didnit make any entrys to my blog. I didn't inclued a travel diary.
Brrrr. I have no lesson for the young ones this time. See you tomorrow lol....... :o).
29/6/2010 (Tuesday) 5
I hope you watch some of these movies. Movies I have been reviewing, otherwise there is no purpose. It is a full moon tonight (oh well roughly..) do lunatics come out on full moons who knows. I wonder if the moon effects me. I wonder if it even effects young males.
Lately I have been having heaps of trouble sleeping. I wake up in the wee hours feeling like I have broken a huge gap between consiousness and deep sleep. Like my system has been shocked. It is a touch of insomnia. Insomnia sux because those hours around 4 in the morning when it is dark are the worst to kill time in. Also it makes you feel like you are going insane, or are insane, or getting close to insane.
Today was payday. I will explain payday for a doll bludger to you. You can never tell wether payday is good or bad. Good for your happyness or bad for your happyness. You cruise around owning the place. You buy small items eg. a CD you wanted, some speakers for electronics, a counter meal at the pub, txting credit (to txt my b/f/f and mistress), a tank of fuel for the maroon old bomb, DVD's at video 2000 in phillip. You get by with books and clothes... my friend has gotten me dressed well too. The main thing is groceries and debts.
My diet has evolved and changes all the time sometimes I live off chocolate cake and frozen food, when you live like this you get sugary yougurt and bannanas and chock muffins to have as a treat on payday and your staple throughout the week is frozen fish and frozen winter harvest veg. I used to think carbs was the go rice, weetbix, pasta, tinned tuna, bread, eggs and bacon, that was when i first left home. It was good at the start i mean i could barely feed myself - when i first left home (and my mother). I sapped off institutions (refuges, asylums, jails) and free food and bludged off mum. Then I ate carbs, i could burn them then and thought lean was kewl and energy food was the way to go for long periods without having to run off to bakers delight. I eat fresh soups and cassarolls and turkish bread with peanut butter or cheese or a pizza made of capsicum grilled cheese and nann bread. I owe this to the ease of grocery shopping and discovering recipe books :o).
Anyway that is enough for now. Enjoy the internet and bear with this blog. I may be able to learn better techniques and express my interests better by the end. I plan to stop blogging if it ever becomes a bad thing.
Lately I have been having heaps of trouble sleeping. I wake up in the wee hours feeling like I have broken a huge gap between consiousness and deep sleep. Like my system has been shocked. It is a touch of insomnia. Insomnia sux because those hours around 4 in the morning when it is dark are the worst to kill time in. Also it makes you feel like you are going insane, or are insane, or getting close to insane.
Today was payday. I will explain payday for a doll bludger to you. You can never tell wether payday is good or bad. Good for your happyness or bad for your happyness. You cruise around owning the place. You buy small items eg. a CD you wanted, some speakers for electronics, a counter meal at the pub, txting credit (to txt my b/f/f and mistress), a tank of fuel for the maroon old bomb, DVD's at video 2000 in phillip. You get by with books and clothes... my friend has gotten me dressed well too. The main thing is groceries and debts.
My diet has evolved and changes all the time sometimes I live off chocolate cake and frozen food, when you live like this you get sugary yougurt and bannanas and chock muffins to have as a treat on payday and your staple throughout the week is frozen fish and frozen winter harvest veg. I used to think carbs was the go rice, weetbix, pasta, tinned tuna, bread, eggs and bacon, that was when i first left home. It was good at the start i mean i could barely feed myself - when i first left home (and my mother). I sapped off institutions (refuges, asylums, jails) and free food and bludged off mum. Then I ate carbs, i could burn them then and thought lean was kewl and energy food was the way to go for long periods without having to run off to bakers delight. I eat fresh soups and cassarolls and turkish bread with peanut butter or cheese or a pizza made of capsicum grilled cheese and nann bread. I owe this to the ease of grocery shopping and discovering recipe books :o).
Anyway that is enough for now. Enjoy the internet and bear with this blog. I may be able to learn better techniques and express my interests better by the end. I plan to stop blogging if it ever becomes a bad thing.
28/6/10 (Monday evening) 4
28/6/10 (Monday evening) 4
See what I done. I missed a day and then I did one (blog) in the morning today and one at night. Smart. I call that lateral thinking. An old joke my father came up with after i went to the ADD doctor. I got ADD not ADHD meaning I am a little blase about everything.
I finished that movie. I have to do a review after saying that (above). A tip to the youngsters: Make a cool habit of something, you should do it strait away and then when you get the habit it doesn't seem so bad and parodoxical. OK, one review coming right up.
Movie Name: La Sconosciuta (The unknown woman)
For nudity this movie gets an A. It was a rather disturbing movie. The lady was thirty, she had 11 children, all to men she slept with as a prostitute. The last child is the one she feels she has to meet to feel her need of sorrow and love of her girl are met. She feels this way because it was her last child and the father was a boyfriend (someone she really loved). She worked at the foster perants as a cleaner to be close to her daughter. Are but the sex trade guy is after her... she has some of his money... it compounds into thrilling climax filled with a touching moment the touching moment got a 3 for effectiveness. This movie was overrated but it wasn't hated like some of the movies I watch. I recomend it after you've watched the movies i rave about. :o)
Movie Name: Travelers and magicitions
This is an increadable movie about a traveling troop traveling the moutains of the hymalayers. Sexy shit in this movie. I wanted to send it to my unrequited teenage love whos married now. This uptight smoking intellectual type wants to get to america because in america he can tenfold his money earnt. Aaaaarr theres an apple grower and a monk and a paper maker and his daughter in the troop. The girls are hot in this movie and you get to see really lovely water running down the back shower scenes. Anyway the monk tells a story which has a cool Acid popping breaking outta the environment, mind revealing/ phycodelic thing where the charactor trips on a special formular of tea (spiked) and has a daylight hallusination of being responsible for two others deaths (one being a female he is in a relationship with). This movie is a story within a story within a story and has a cleaver end which almost caused as much desire as the hottie in the shower. It is about love, lossing love, blindness and stupidity and being greatfull with what you've got. It gets 5 stars.
Movie Name: Marie and her two lovers
It is embarrising to say but i liked this movie. It was sacreligious but i felt the directing was good. Because I loved every character. They were cute. That is all i can say (i can't explain it). The guy was cool, his wife was in need of some disipline (jokes, jokes) but i liked her, and the daughter was hot (i love a chick with beliefs... it makes her available xxx). That is exactly why i liked the movie, it was believable they were exeptional characters and not once did they say anything that didn't seem wise like they were indiginous and a long lived people... etc etc. This movie gets a Four. The end was crap. And its embarrasing.
Ok i wrote three reviews. See kids, how a habit works. cya
See what I done. I missed a day and then I did one (blog) in the morning today and one at night. Smart. I call that lateral thinking. An old joke my father came up with after i went to the ADD doctor. I got ADD not ADHD meaning I am a little blase about everything.
I finished that movie. I have to do a review after saying that (above). A tip to the youngsters: Make a cool habit of something, you should do it strait away and then when you get the habit it doesn't seem so bad and parodoxical. OK, one review coming right up.
Movie Name: La Sconosciuta (The unknown woman)
For nudity this movie gets an A. It was a rather disturbing movie. The lady was thirty, she had 11 children, all to men she slept with as a prostitute. The last child is the one she feels she has to meet to feel her need of sorrow and love of her girl are met. She feels this way because it was her last child and the father was a boyfriend (someone she really loved). She worked at the foster perants as a cleaner to be close to her daughter. Are but the sex trade guy is after her... she has some of his money... it compounds into thrilling climax filled with a touching moment the touching moment got a 3 for effectiveness. This movie was overrated but it wasn't hated like some of the movies I watch. I recomend it after you've watched the movies i rave about. :o)
Movie Name: Travelers and magicitions
This is an increadable movie about a traveling troop traveling the moutains of the hymalayers. Sexy shit in this movie. I wanted to send it to my unrequited teenage love whos married now. This uptight smoking intellectual type wants to get to america because in america he can tenfold his money earnt. Aaaaarr theres an apple grower and a monk and a paper maker and his daughter in the troop. The girls are hot in this movie and you get to see really lovely water running down the back shower scenes. Anyway the monk tells a story which has a cool Acid popping breaking outta the environment, mind revealing/ phycodelic thing where the charactor trips on a special formular of tea (spiked) and has a daylight hallusination of being responsible for two others deaths (one being a female he is in a relationship with). This movie is a story within a story within a story and has a cleaver end which almost caused as much desire as the hottie in the shower. It is about love, lossing love, blindness and stupidity and being greatfull with what you've got. It gets 5 stars.
Movie Name: Marie and her two lovers
It is embarrising to say but i liked this movie. It was sacreligious but i felt the directing was good. Because I loved every character. They were cute. That is all i can say (i can't explain it). The guy was cool, his wife was in need of some disipline (jokes, jokes) but i liked her, and the daughter was hot (i love a chick with beliefs... it makes her available xxx). That is exactly why i liked the movie, it was believable they were exeptional characters and not once did they say anything that didn't seem wise like they were indiginous and a long lived people... etc etc. This movie gets a Four. The end was crap. And its embarrasing.
Ok i wrote three reviews. See kids, how a habit works. cya
28/6/10 (Monday) 3
Tis morning time now. Tis a fine day. Going to watch some foreign movies now. This one i am gonna watch (is yay R18+) but about a woman whome is sort of undercover looking after a house pretending to be poor and needing to clean for a living. In actual fact she has a huge roll of cash and is spying on her employers. She keeps having these flashbacks to her past, where she was a sex slave or something and seemed to get into altercations involving rough sex and these flashbacks are apparently going to reveal her past according to the blurb. hrrrm I wonder why she has these flashbacks of being mistreated.... I wonder what sex racket or institution made her have a past so painful that she has flashbacks regularly..... these questions and many more answered next blog entry, till then adios hombres.
26/6/10 (Saturday) 2
Lady Gaga is an entity. The more people you can get to think about you as a thinking human being the greater the entity you are. People realise she has a thought process therefore people are curious about her, and will do things for her. She seems on an accessable level, that is why i like her. Power is lost when you are seen as a doctor who doesn't have a thought process. You will meet the doctors that are within a institution, who don't do anything except question you with a rutine set of questions. Nazi gaurds were as pained as the jews about the institution created by Hitler. They had the same feelings of worthlessness and low self esteam that the interregatee had, just better shelter and food and a group of organised people (maybe), but they didn't have needs (fundemental) met.
I haven't been happy lately. It could be because i have no suprises in life. It could be transical. The forward days will be an experiment (I am an experiment :o( ... ) but they will show if it is possible to just add a need and wellbeing to be returned. It seems like my sleep isn't satisfactory, like chemicals are eating at my sleep, waking up at all times.... maybe gaining employment will make me work until i feel tired. My idea is I am over stimulated but underworked.
Pray for me.....
I haven't been happy lately. It could be because i have no suprises in life. It could be transical. The forward days will be an experiment (I am an experiment :o( ... ) but they will show if it is possible to just add a need and wellbeing to be returned. It seems like my sleep isn't satisfactory, like chemicals are eating at my sleep, waking up at all times.... maybe gaining employment will make me work until i feel tired. My idea is I am over stimulated but underworked.
Pray for me.....
25/6/2010 (Friday) 1
The things that i am interested in right now are; Lady Gaga, mediterainian food, foreign movies, vampires, and Dolly magazine. I want to get a raincoat so i can walk in the rain... it is raining tonight. I want to get into... whats the science magazine called? ... maybe (science illistrated).
I have read about writing a blog, in Dolly, that you should never bad mouth noone, because when you bad mouth someone... say i didn't like Julia Gillard getting the prime ministership, it sounds crap and teeny if you bad mouth her. I aren't teeny.
Soon man, sooooooooooooon I get a job. I thought it was four years but it is more than five years, i have discovered that i have been out of work. Let me explain this feeling. You are nothing... you do things at different times than everyone else, if everyone is walking in one direction, you are walking in another.
You drive to the video store, there is noone there, after all it is eleven in the morning. This happens ninty percent of the time, noone there 'cept this curious video store attendent (the select few intellegent, pretty, and headstuckon juniors... i never had my head stuck on). Anyway you are there 90 percent of the times at 11 in the morning. Your known. You feel the cameras peeled in on you, you get by untill... the other ten percent, there are young couples... envy and...
To any kid out there new in the world. Don't listen to the phyce that goes on these days. You will find someone if you are doing something they like or are seen to them as productive. So get productive. You get stronger by doing it tough by yourself, no inspiration, just a view of this is what should be done, no emotion, just a knowledge. If you can pull something outta your arse... any rank, any ...
Concieve. Believe. Achieve... i know its hard but get strong by doing it.
Ok my next love or time dwittler awayer is foreign movies. see Marie and her two loves and Travellers and Magictions. Idle hands don't do the devils work but after awhile idle hands will make you wish you were doing the devils work. Um i dunno i watch these things. I watch the effort people put in like it was nothing and they fill the days. You do get used to them. I have read some stuff on novel writing which makes me see it as a work of creation not just a entertainment (the person did this!!! this worked, this didn't).
Anyway we will see if we can get this going. This blog. We will see if we can make it funny. We will see if i can really describe my pursiuts. We'll see :o)
I have read about writing a blog, in Dolly, that you should never bad mouth noone, because when you bad mouth someone... say i didn't like Julia Gillard getting the prime ministership, it sounds crap and teeny if you bad mouth her. I aren't teeny.
Soon man, sooooooooooooon I get a job. I thought it was four years but it is more than five years, i have discovered that i have been out of work. Let me explain this feeling. You are nothing... you do things at different times than everyone else, if everyone is walking in one direction, you are walking in another.
You drive to the video store, there is noone there, after all it is eleven in the morning. This happens ninty percent of the time, noone there 'cept this curious video store attendent (the select few intellegent, pretty, and headstuckon juniors... i never had my head stuck on). Anyway you are there 90 percent of the times at 11 in the morning. Your known. You feel the cameras peeled in on you, you get by untill... the other ten percent, there are young couples... envy and...
To any kid out there new in the world. Don't listen to the phyce that goes on these days. You will find someone if you are doing something they like or are seen to them as productive. So get productive. You get stronger by doing it tough by yourself, no inspiration, just a view of this is what should be done, no emotion, just a knowledge. If you can pull something outta your arse... any rank, any ...
Concieve. Believe. Achieve... i know its hard but get strong by doing it.
Ok my next love or time dwittler awayer is foreign movies. see Marie and her two loves and Travellers and Magictions. Idle hands don't do the devils work but after awhile idle hands will make you wish you were doing the devils work. Um i dunno i watch these things. I watch the effort people put in like it was nothing and they fill the days. You do get used to them. I have read some stuff on novel writing which makes me see it as a work of creation not just a entertainment (the person did this!!! this worked, this didn't).
Anyway we will see if we can get this going. This blog. We will see if we can make it funny. We will see if i can really describe my pursiuts. We'll see :o)
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