some poem

It was all hype in the end
aggression at my fellow man
picking on the weak
its all a horror story

my reaching out
has prooved well
my toil,

gone to cricket
gone to a couple of self defence classes
shoplifted shit and got the heat on me
getting needy

thinking about you lots
that girl I kissed
just feel a little down that all

rap3

go hard
show em your heart
never lose that

Rapping fucking rapping wondering how this shit happened
an achievement


don't worry I'm a entity
i am rapping for you kids
for your hearts
a good influence

did it for the good times
the time before we all stood in line
came to heel
never come to heel
even when your 63

i've gotta decision to make
which fucking shampoo
all the while some american shit plays
and i need doopus and roshambo

thats the way follow
put here to stir things up
create a whirl wind in the oldies ecg
creating division so the kiddies can see

pardon my secrecy
i am a entity
you can't handle me
you will find if you seek
the rest of you can just leave

He's gone
gone
not here
Yaaaaarddddddies goooooooone

YARDIE GONE!

EXPERIENCED YEAH EXPERIENCED!
FUCKING 28 YEARS OLD N TEARING MY HAIR OUT
EVERY EXPERIENCE BAD
MAKES ME SAD

YEAH BABY BOOMER I'D TELL YOU BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE CAPASITY
I WOULD EXPLAIN THIS ROOT BUT YOU STILL WOULDN'T KNOW WHATS HAPPENING
WE'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS SINCE AGE THREE
NOW ITS TIME FOR YOUR BABIES TO START SLICING

EXPLAIN IT CLEAR
IF YOU WANNA MAKE IT TO OUR PLACE
DRINK OUTTA USED POLYSTIRENE CUPS
THROW YOUR LITTER ON THE CONCRETE STREETS
BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT YOUR LITTER TO GO ON THE SOIL
CATCH THE BUS EVERYWHERE YOU GO
LAND IN CHURCHES AND GET PRAYED FOR
DRINK TILL YOUR EYE BALLS ARE SRIVLED
AND THEN MAKE YOUR SHIT A PATCHWORK QUILT OF RELIGION
THEN BUY A CAR
YOUR LEGS ARE SORE
AND YOUR HEADS IN PAIN
AND SHE WONT STOP MOCKING YOU
SOLOMON SAID ITS KEWL
CARN KIDS WHERE GONNA FIX THIS
GET MAD GET PISSED

CAUGHT YOU UNAWARES
DON'T BE SCARED
THE ONE
THE KID TO CATCH
OTHERWISE YOU'LL ALWAYS ROAMING
WITHOUT A MATCH

GOD, I'VE HAD ENOUGH
GIVE ME MY NEEDS NOW
I KNOW TO HEAL YOU MUST DESTROY
YOU'VE BEEN PUSHING DOWN ON ME SINCE A BOY
IT'S KILLING ME TEARING ME ALIVE ALL INSIDE EVER SINCE A BOY ALL I CAN ACT IS COY

FOLLOW

rap2

rap between the gap
that bit between the twat
thats all i've got

do it with your left hand
the virgin
till I got RSI
and blind in one eye

Jaded and faded
thats how I feel for this whole fight
thats when you gotta show heart
sitting at a laptop rapping to the dark

I don't mean to scare
my old person friend
my ups and downs
whisps of echos in your ecg

beaten she is not
eaten she maybe
for rooting is the season
and have I ever needed a reason

We gotta find better things to do with our time
rapping till it happens and nobody is left to dry


time to rhyme, a time to steal a helecopter and fly
time to slide in time to the hip happening rhyme
kids before you die

helecopter teeny bopper
whatdya call me
this helecopter packs heat
and sure as hell mark walburg wont stop me

I am somewhere
just don't know where it is
it is a dome around my house that is in walking breadth
cut off by the occasional building

message
this is the new age
the age of the cage
the one in which the good try and escape

sitting behind a fern in the jungle
looking for a victim
packing a ak 47
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr

sometimes I wonder about my head
I wonder if the tension will ever be left
and I live a happy life where I can rest

capasity is how full
how full the bath can be
how full you can pour your scotch
capasity is how much I can stand
you fucking bitch

busting it out in front of the cop shop
I done a mad one
didn't get put in jail
nothing to be scoffed at
one mad cat

strength of my hand
curled in a ball
unmoving
while my eyes twitch
so does my sole

many days put away in the sad place
never sending a letter to say
it was your face that drove me
to that special space

joints that I have smoked
just like when I be forty and I can find loverly ways to kill the time after I smoke the tree

sleep baby, time for sleep.

rap1

I am going crazy
I can't help it
Your taking to long
all this shit stays with me

it gonna be there when I have to die

jesus said the truth will set you free
the truth evades me - the truth is all I am thinking about is why you ignore me
the truth is i'm sick the truth is I am dying
fucking pissing me off like a wind turbine

annoying me like a fly on my earlobe
whineing - you american - like a dog thats fat that wants a walk but didn't move off its rug

know yourself like a tree that saw itself from the seed.

slit my wrists like a spread leg bitch

its fight or flight just like you slurping air through the slit in your neck on your last night

I love you baby I see you wandering at night
you my sweet are like an off pomogranite

violence is like a ongoing show that plays out around me 24/7

delicious, vanilla slice

oh I'm shaking at the cafe never mind my hearts fucking breaking

I just buckled had a brain freeze and perminantly damaged my knuckles

against a solid horrizontal flat thing
can't see why I didn't see it happen

fear is just a thing you feel that an impulse tells you to run from but that you should rile up about
fear is something that I doubt I take seriously enough

stomach grabbing it carking it because the antique bolignase in the fridge was my last lunch and its all your fault because your not here to cook

cops come in - don't worrie cops i stab only if i am angry and cut kitty cats with the knife I always knows in the kitchen

standing still is not one of my forte's
bouncing around annoying the shit out of my perents my way

sometimes I worry about the condition of my heart litterally
it must find living inside my body fucking irritating
like a fucking americans whining voice box deflating

U better watch yourself i say waving the knife
didn't know you'd come at me with about the brains of a atomy n' the reflex back hand would slice your face

I am a compulsive reader put out of action for periods due to christina agulira

so em, do you think if I had a gun I could just wave it around and shoot it anywhere assuming I fire into the air
cos we don't have guns here

on a shear plateau when it comes to roots

it is upto interpretation but what pisses me off is the american nation

I am sick now
there is probably no avioding it
I am going to have to be admitted
the question is how........

perameters it cannot be criminal

it should be something in the shopping mall

it should be in woolworths

tough

be tough

I recon I should just show up at emergency

what would bart do?

...........

2 2nd compelation of raps

I am going crazy
I can't help it
Your taking to long
like food coloring
all this shit stays with me

I walk a lot at night
you are like an off pomogranite

they all seem to not like violence
violence is a constant show that plays around me 24/7

it shits me 100 percent, living in this place
you people are ignorant and have no courtiousy
you fucking ignorance of you ignorant state
makes me mad
makes me wanna slap your stupid face
your sudden awakening making
us both glad

etc

What I want in a woman?
I want a woman with a perfect face.
I want a woman with wide hips.
I want her to be my age.
I want a woman who laughs.
I want a woman with a large IQ.
I want a woman with larger than average breasts.
I want a woman from the public service.

Problems with woman from public service...
you cannot be serious about her you think she is a god. and you think she represents settling down for life.

How do I deal with the transition of thinking protectivily about myself and changing that into attack on the feild and defence of thought in my mind.

How mentally do I avoid attatchment to them?
Find out.

One thing you do not want is to go upto men again. Or have those half arsed aww hellos in the street. Run to the hills.

books?

Today I started reading a book that I got for free off the internet. Double your dating by David de Angelo. It is a good book and it got me out of this rut. So I got the idea. Check out the cricket nets, because I didn't have any in my area. I found some in Mawson btw. Next I check out Mawson and I am looking for pubs. I talk to a girl at this classy looking place she was an older woman
Me how are you;
her good
shout me a mineral water and let me in through the gates
I was happy because she laughed at my joke about guess I better go home then.
so I head off to Woden because I am like. Awwwww it is to nice out tonight not to explore anyway I end up in the TAB betting my last 5 on the dogs.

Gift pack won after I got a refund on it
I bet the 5 buck refunded on ring bark thinking what a kewl name with the refund money
and then realising I had exactly 1 dollar worth of shrappers left I bet on some dog which lost to the favourite named mythical eagle
I walk out of the room and about 7 girls walk in in cocktail dresses
just to rub it in

I am reading something in that david de angelo book on taking oppotunities now.......

Books :o)

I had a strange sensation after talking to the girls after reading about cocky funny on the pickup woman advice website. I got attatched. It wasn't thinking thoughts about them either.

Keep your sex drive under control.
Keep in control

what is the solution to shall I talk or shall I not?

Ok I am walking down the street and I aren't sure wether I should talk or not. There are so many people.

Ok go out with a goal.....

remember wake up @ 6.15

I have been waiting quite awhile for payday. It is stupid that I cannot try and chill with all others because i am broke. It is the fifth of september. I look forward to tommorow when I aren't paid. I suppose I just want to talk to someone. Sex you can live without. I cooked curry today. Just curry powder and diced tomato n beef. This morning I went to the shops I got angry because I had this cross between talking to people or grabbin some milk. Sometimes I do not know why people show up when they do. But I know its cars. The anger wasn't horrible so I could sort it out myself. Otherwise I would have to wait until I have talked to someone. It has been windy lately and It rained yesterday. I went out in the rain and I got a stick and chopped tree branches off pine trees in the rain. I cannot wait until I sleep tonight. I may be oversleeping I should start getting up at 6.15 again. On payday, after I get my car fixed (because vandles broke it) I will visit Sam. I have to find a course to do. Tommorow - that is the only thing I will do. I will check for courses.

msg to sold lady

And you cheap arse sluts who work in "advertising"
do you feel fucked up the arse by those americans that come and visit
they can have you
we swap you for eminem

cornstarchbillposter

It is possible to walk. I don't think that people should have to fight and create a revolution. I think we should just juristict and legislate that one day we destroy the cars.

Think of this; we ration the remaining fuel and we use it for plane flights, public transport and epic constructions. And I could finally go back home to Amsterdam.

We could make a western utopia. We could bring everyone into the western world, third world and second world and we could make a eden.

Only the people with the books would know its origins and all would be happy and never relate the call of the outdoors to sin.

You just have to get over the fact that we will all be walking down the Tuggeranong Parkway.pdf

crazy word assosiation ending in a camping trip

your heart

making sence

sence of the silence

quiet like the way it is

all around me

the urban hum

the need to escape

again with my car

on a camping trip.

resume

NAME: Jan Moerkerke

DATE OF BIRTH: 28/9/1982

CONTACT: 2/70 Port Jackson Circuit Phillip ACT 2606
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2005 J-lee Trolleys Sydney
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Position: Cleaner
• Vacuuming and mopping
• Cleaning toilets
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Position: Delivery Driver
Duties:
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2007 Loadwise Construction Training
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2008 Canberra Institute of Technology
Creative writing (statement of attainment)

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2000 Lake Tuggeranong College
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off passage in bible

You run around town
with your noses held so high
fucking whores, I wish death on you, so die

this is what would happen
if you mass produced shitty clothes
for a pack of mice

you smug bitch
with your nose held so high
i can't wait until the awful horror
so I can see you with humility

I am going to fucking chop something off
I am going to cut my wrists
I am sick of this shit
day in day out
fucking pointless shit.

the day loving night time hobo

The man sits neon lights in his eyes, dry
Tonight in the CBD there is no sky
People with different clothes on; make me calculate angles, to many
I am a communal animal, being friendly
Why don’t they cause pizza stall mischief?
At midnight… tits, thighs, feet, my frontal lobe can’t list ‘em
She is the night’s prize
Signaling a taxi as it drives by
I hear breaking bottles while I am preaching tales directed by female laughter
N’ caught some headlight beams as a car went past
“What are the males fitness regimes, aren’t they all… cold” I laugh
“Am I a straggler that stops the bird flock from taking flight?”
“Maybe they’re seagulls, that fight and peck till the end of the night”.
I write this poem because, the time I have spent with you, it has been 10 years
And for each one, less than a years sleep and just a single tear :o)

Hype not help

It was all hype in the end
aggression at my fellow man
picking on the weak
its all a horror story

my reaching out
has prooved well
my toil,

gone to cricket
gone to a couple of self defence classes
shoplifted shit and got the heat on me
getting needy

thinking about you lots
that girl I kissed in grade four
just feel a little down that all