What I want in a woman?
I want a woman with a perfect face.
I want a woman with wide hips.
I want her to be my age.
I want a woman who laughs.
I want a woman with a large IQ.
I want a woman with larger than average breasts.
I want a woman from the public service.
Problems with woman from public service...
you cannot be serious about her you think she is a god. and you think she represents settling down for life.
How do I deal with the transition of thinking protectivily about myself and changing that into attack on the feild and defence of thought in my mind.
How mentally do I avoid attatchment to them?
Find out.
One thing you do not want is to go upto men again. Or have those half arsed aww hellos in the street. Run to the hills.
You
ReplyDeletewith your head on my lap
I touch your face
your hair
and wish I could
pull
out
those crazy thoughts of yours
those cares
with my fingers
and throw them far away
where they could no longer hurt you
and make you
whole
with my love
but you
think
I am your torturer
with my love
so you despise me
if only I could
hold your heart
gently
in my hands
and take care
but, your anger scares me
is it me
you want to cut
and not just with
the knife
of your words?
Why?
When I have loved you