I hope you watch some of these movies. Movies I have been reviewing, otherwise there is no purpose. It is a full moon tonight (oh well roughly..) do lunatics come out on full moons who knows. I wonder if the moon effects me. I wonder if it even effects young males.
Lately I have been having heaps of trouble sleeping. I wake up in the wee hours feeling like I have broken a huge gap between consiousness and deep sleep. Like my system has been shocked. It is a touch of insomnia. Insomnia sux because those hours around 4 in the morning when it is dark are the worst to kill time in. Also it makes you feel like you are going insane, or are insane, or getting close to insane.
Today was payday. I will explain payday for a doll bludger to you. You can never tell wether payday is good or bad. Good for your happyness or bad for your happyness. You cruise around owning the place. You buy small items eg. a CD you wanted, some speakers for electronics, a counter meal at the pub, txting credit (to txt my b/f/f and mistress), a tank of fuel for the maroon old bomb, DVD's at video 2000 in phillip. You get by with books and clothes... my friend has gotten me dressed well too. The main thing is groceries and debts.
My diet has evolved and changes all the time sometimes I live off chocolate cake and frozen food, when you live like this you get sugary yougurt and bannanas and chock muffins to have as a treat on payday and your staple throughout the week is frozen fish and frozen winter harvest veg. I used to think carbs was the go rice, weetbix, pasta, tinned tuna, bread, eggs and bacon, that was when i first left home. It was good at the start i mean i could barely feed myself - when i first left home (and my mother). I sapped off institutions (refuges, asylums, jails) and free food and bludged off mum. Then I ate carbs, i could burn them then and thought lean was kewl and energy food was the way to go for long periods without having to run off to bakers delight. I eat fresh soups and cassarolls and turkish bread with peanut butter or cheese or a pizza made of capsicum grilled cheese and nann bread. I owe this to the ease of grocery shopping and discovering recipe books :o).
Anyway that is enough for now. Enjoy the internet and bear with this blog. I may be able to learn better techniques and express my interests better by the end. I plan to stop blogging if it ever becomes a bad thing.
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