16/7/10

16/7/10
Hrrm there is a few things I want I want one of those things that you can tape TV with I suppose I need some speakers and a digital antenay as well. I uploaded the blog! It is empowering and destablising as well to know you are a little bit famous. I saw a girl in a car today, she was a real hottie. Dyed brown hair, full figure, well groomed to the max. Her car had d.c plates, that means shes a diplomat. She looked in her mirror too. I have this thing that, when i walk into a room, i plant seeds of doubt into every womans head thats in that room. :o)

I wish this would never end. I have had bad times. Really bad times. Purposeless times, and painful times. But now, just being happy is something I have to be grateful for right now. I dunno transience is one of the things I really have diffoculty with, I do not have much experience with long term, short term transience. I have always dropped back into vice before I could experience good wads of transience. And bloody hell the transience is endless in life.

But I have to get power. You have to accept that you need security to maintain the flow a productive man has. So that is my fate I have to stop being led by my decisions that outcomes are always the right thing and give in that I have to protect no 1. But I will compromise.

For the young ones, lol, find what you want to do and do it.